wow so like i havent wrote anything on here in quite a while. i mean i posted about a month ago, but i didnt really WRITE anything. ive done what i was upset that everyone else was doing...switched to myspace and practically forgot about xanga. at least updating it. i still read other people's entries (the few that DO still leave entries). this will probably be cut out and pasted on to myspace too..just because that's where everyone is at now. but i dont know. i wouldnt' even be writing in this if i wasnt so bored and alone. sooo for those of you that dont know...im back in louisville & moved into my dorm.  it's not horribly bad, but i dont know. like anywhere, there are a few quirks. like theres no wall in the shower, just curtains dividing it up lol. yeahhhh. amanda helped me move in, which i am so grateful for. because if she hadn't came to help, i would have been still trying to move everything in. anyway...my first night here and we went to a party! yeah lol. i thought it was a good way to start the year.  sooo that was fun. cept i was SO tired by the time we came back here. yesterday me and amanda traveled to the bookstores and i picked up my books. all but 1, but that one's okay until october when my class switches. 450 bucks for like 6 books i think. thats so much money. its sickening. lol. manda left after i got my books tho. isnt that sad? lol. but it's okay because she had to work today semi-early. today my roommate moved in. well..she moved her stuff up here. and i havent seen her again. so i dont know when she'll be back. seems super nice though. im so sad that all but 2 of the friends that i made here last year arent coming back this semester. i think they are planning to next semester, and i hope they do. soo very much.

i read somethin recently and was like ... wow. hypocrite. lol. the entry made me feel a little sorry for the person but hey? what can i do. nothing and im not going to do anything. hard not to say anything though. things just need to be forgotten! lol.

right now im feeling a little cut off from the world. from everyone and everything. to a certain degree anyway. everything will be okay come monday or tuesday. but for now..its just weird i guess. im sitting here. doing the exact same thing that i would be doing if i were at home. but here it seems so much different. im cut off from my friends because they are all in different places, whether right here in the dorm, 30 minutes away, or at either end of the state. everything, at least here at school. just because the dorm is a little off campus, but its not that big of a deal. lol its almost like last year when me and amanda first got here. all i wanted to do and all that i did was sleep. and here i am curled up in bed with my computer typing out a xanga entry and talking about missing everything. shew just like old times. but like i said, it will all be okay.

well. what else is there to discuss. i dont even know. this might be all that i have for anyone that reads this. loss track in my brain. lol. sooo yeah. thats all.

love, wiener.

blah. well right now i'm pretty tired. for one its 2.30am. second...i spent the day swimming and walking around town. so you could say that i'm a little worn out.  and yeah. i also went swimmin the other day...we took champ up to the lake to swim for the first time. and he wouldnt go out w/o me..and i didnt have on a swim suit. but the water just looked SO inviting. so i couldnt help myself. i went out in jeans and a tshirt lol. and champ did fine until he couldnt touch the boat ramp on all fours.  so i held his front paws and he walked out on his hind legs. and then when he couldnt stand on those, he jumped up and stood on my legs. and then when i couldnt touch anymore, he could sense that we were sinking and tried to climb on top of my head lol. but then he finally realized he couldnt stay on me so he started swimmin back to shore. and he did that a few times. it was quite interetaining. and leeann and my other niece allie was up there. but leeann couldnt swim b/c she still has her cast on and it cant get wet and blah blah. she wasnt happy.

anyway. monday im going over to morehead to visit my cousin at the campus and i think ill stop by and see amanda and them. yeahhh i guess thats my destinations.

i feel like im being ignored right now..don't ask.  but i just do. :-/

eh whatever.

well thats all i have. im bored and restless and tired and rejected sooo i just thought i'd leave a little entry here for you all since yeah..i have nothin better else to do and no one to talk to.

night.